I had a hard time concentrating at work today because I was running on so little sleep. I just had a MAPP report done (career motivation appraisal... www.assessment.com) and stayed up reading it. It said the jobs I would be most motivated in are psych/spiritual counseling, creative writing, marketing and instructor of fine arts. Anything but admin/technical work. So no surprises. It was really interesting because it talks about ideal and detrimental work situations and discusses how I can't be micromanaged. Being micromanaged makes me violent inside.

I got a call today from a guy at one of the companies we work with, and he was responding to an email I had sent them a few months ago. He said that the person I sent it to didn't respond because she's deceased. I don't think I've ever worked with her because I was contacting her for my boss, but it made me really sad. Then Brian messaged to say that a friend of someone he knows hung himself on Monday.

I had a massive headache so I left early. I dropped by Starbucks to say hi to Whitney and Mul who were writing. Calvin was there and was wearing a hat that said, "It's Not Gonna Lick Itself." AWESOME.

I'm going to go to bed early today.

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