i need to be understood. i need for that person to understand me. because if they can't help me get my life's "point" out of me, it'll just die with me. whatever it is that i'm trying to communicate, i want someone who can also see it and can help me translate what i'm trying to say. it's lonely in here, yes, because i've managed to lock myself in! i've been so embarrassed to tell people this but i do need someone who can open that door. there's something i'm really, really, really passionate about, but i can't seem to find exactly what it is.