If I had no fear, I would go. I would go now. I would explain to work that I need to take a month off, no questions asked, and I don't know if I'll be back. Then I would go to wherever it is I should go. I've started plans for the first leg. In two weeks. Phoenix. Remember Seattle? It was the best weekend of my life. And you know why? Because I was free. Because no one knew where I was and I was free to be myself without anyone watching.

I would like to do that again. I have someone I trust who will anchor me. I know the rules--watch out for strangers, and be careful of anyone trying to follow you home. Appear to be with a crowd. Beware of who you make eye contact with and keep an eye out for who's watching you. Play it safe, but take advantage of the opportunities, and most of all, listen to everything.

You do only live once as yourself.

I would love that. To travel this country at whim, and the only way to find me is here.