Ladies and gentlemen.

I have to apologize for the time which I've been away.

Blogger ate my archives and my ability to receive comments. It even ate that kitten that pooped little footprints that used to reside to the right over here where that missing graphic is.

But then, I figure everything happens for a reason, so I'll work around it.

Besides, I went through a little period where I lost my courage in myself, but now I'm back.

In life, I've realized it's about the truth. The truth to be yourself, the truth to love the things you love and the truth of being afraid. The truth of needing people, and the truth of the comforts of being lonely.

I'm sorry for those of you I turned away. I'm scared of connections and I got tired of being open with so many people. But those of you who are still here, thanks for the support. It was just me bending from fear.

I think I could achieve great things, if I were only granted the privacy. If I communicated almost solely with writing.

The most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me was...Julia, you like being meloncholy. It's a part of who you are and you enjoy it. You need someone who will give you the space to feel that way and to delve into that state.

My greatest fear?

Of being possessed.