tonight i am free. home. can feel my feet again for the first time in 3 months.

me. completely. me in secrecy. the truth of me.

finally. to wear my own skin again.

find things i've lost in the ocean. proof of god. proof there is someone out there who listens, who sees. this is important to me.

honesty. only when i believe in something will i make the effort to show myself.

yes, i am stronger than i'm willing to lead people to believe. it's just none of most people's business what i can do.

secretly, i'm still on amsterdam time. it's how i'm able to see you people so clearly today.

now you know it in reverse:

to get more space, add time.