this was how she described herself:

i'm the kind of person who can suddenly turn to a person she's been with for years and say, i'm sorry, i'm in love with someone else, when inside her head she's screaming, i'm sorry, you're WHAT?

so you don't know who.

i don't know who.

i laugh. 

amsterdam's a great place for finding things like that. amsterdam's a great place to find keys you've lost in the ocean.

i have no idea if she understood what i meant. i gave her a free guide and she left.