Wednesday, April 2, 2008

wtf.

so i just posted about my big breakthroughs in knowledge last night. i was too tired to post about it last night, and david wasn't on IM when i was excited about it so i figured i would just ask him in the morning if he'd had an interesting night himself.

so i posted what i posted below, and then turned my messenger on, and these messages from him from earlier this morning when I was sleeping popped up.

david sent 4/2/2008 8:27 AM:
hello julia

david sent 4/2/2008 8:27 AM:
what a strange feeling i am having today

david sent 4/2/2008 8:30 AM:
its like you're with me now

david sent 4/2/2008 8:30 AM:
its like you're looking at me

david sent 4/2/2008 8:30 AM:
sometimes even in me

david sent 4/2/2008 8:30 AM:
you feel so close

david sent 4/2/2008 8:31 AM:
when i shut my eyes i can see you. your in the room with me!

david sent 4/2/2008 8:31 AM:
very strange i have never had this feeling before

david sent 4/2/2008 8:36 AM:
its such an amazing feeling!

david sent 4/2/2008 8:37 AM:
i can feel your happiness and joy and your smiling so much!

david sent 4/2/2008 8:38 AM:
and thats how it's making me feel too!)))

david sent 4/2/2008 8:39 AM:
o.k. julia i am off out now for a run and then to the shops and maybe shoot some hoops

david sent 4/2/2008 8:39 AM:
i will be online later if your about if not no worries

david sent 4/2/2008 8:39 AM:
i hope you have as good a day as i am having))!!))

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this is particularly weird, because the last thing in my mind last night before i fell asleep, i was trying to imagine a way in which i would be able to go to amsterdam and observe david without him knowing it to figure out who and what he really is.

i also have another theory that i've always believed, that i actually travel places when i'm sleeping and dreaming. anyone who has tried to wake me up and has seen me make that discombobulated transition back into this world knows that i'm an astoundingly deep sleeper who has serious trouble getting back into this world if i'm not ready.