moby was amazing tonight. i couldn't wait to hear extreme ways, which he played in the encore. it was the song that kept me strong and got me through my time in amsterdam, when it became a matter of survival. to hear it now, reminds me how far i've come.

i had to close down everything
i had to close down my mind
too many things to cover me
too much can make me blind
i've seen so much in so many places
so many heartaches,
so many faces
so many dirty things
you couldn't believe