maybe you've already met the right person, just at the wrong time?
you always move forward, you never go back, but you recognize sometimes life circles back in the future, and that's always quietly given you hope for things let go. right now, you're terrified of letting go of the strongest energy spot you have, but you have to believe that if you let go, you can still come back to it later and it will still be here for you. maybe you're not ready for it yet. or there's something else you have to do first, before you can claim it the way you want to claim it.