now listening to: gamma meditation - connecting to the infinite
now reading: the alphabet versus the goddess - the conflict between word and image
now drinking: ice water
now feeling: infinite
now wondering: what brian's doing
now feeling: like wanting to be alone
now googling: i should buy a boat
now reading: some information about hitler
now thinking: how close is evil?
now seeing: a magazine cover on the counter that says scientology is evil.
now worrying:
now thinking: without a job, i am nothing.
now laughing: but it's so much fun.
now wondering: where everyone is tonight.
now looking:
now wanting to: direct people's attention to ancient egyptian beliefs.
now wanting: people to understand
now believing: i am scared