now listening to: gamma meditation - connecting to the infinite

now reading: the alphabet versus the goddess - the conflict between word and image

now drinking: ice water

now feeling: infinite

now wondering: what brian's doing

now feeling: like wanting to be alone

now googling: i should buy a boat

now reading: some information about hitler

now thinking: how close is evil?

now seeing: a magazine cover on the counter that says scientology is evil.

now worrying:

now thinking: without a job, i am nothing.

now laughing: but it's so much fun.

now wondering: where everyone is tonight.

now looking:

now wanting to: direct people's attention to ancient egyptian beliefs.

now wanting: people to understand

now believing: i am scared