one of the funniest footnotes about last night was that i intentionally left my place a mess before i went out to make sure future me wouldn't be tempted to bring anyone home. sometimes it's all about the checks and balances to make sure the different versions of yourself stay aligned with the big picture. the celibacy streak continues. why, i don't know. sometimes i wonder if i restrict myself too much, but then i think, maybe i just know myself really well...i'm a connoisseur of experiences. i prefer memorable, powerful experiences rather than scattering my energies. shallow experiences are like fast food. it seems like a good idea when you're really hungry and want to eat right now, but you never appreciate it afterwards, and wish you had waited for something more satisfying. and even more complicated, a combo meal doesn't have feelings. but people do. and that's something i don't like to take lightly. it's getting challenging though. a november full moon runs energy at its highest since scorpio is the most sexually rich sign. i'll definitely have plenty of energy to work with creatively. the only problem is, if i run into a hot enough guy, my ears might start bleeding.