done. sick of this contest. or maybe i'm always like this at the end of things, when it's time to let go of the writing. to be honest, i never like anything i write once it's done. i wonder if other writers feel the same way. there's a sense of elation when you're finished. followed by a sense of self-loathing. maybe it's the fact that you're being judged that creates the self-loathing.