went and played basketball at the open gym reserved through my dad and the company. i was already irritated because he wouldn't tell me when and where it was, so i had to find out from bohr.

his team was off when my team came on so he was watching from the sidelines. he was silent for most of the game, not a peep if i scored or did anything good, but lord, you should have heard him cheering for the other team when they scored like he'd put money on the game. it's bad enough he can't be supportive of me, but tonight he blatantly rooted against me.

no wonder my idea of love is so complicated. this shouldn't be how someone who loves you acts, but yet...it is.